know y i had not been update my blog? the last time i really wan to blog was when i quarrelled with u but i tot that we wont be quarrelling again and almost wanted to jus close this blog but end up now i had to update it cos i quarrel with u again...
why we quarrel:
- i cannt stand it when u lose your temper at me when its yur fren that own u money.
- i wasnt the one who ask u to be agent u are the one who wan to be so y must i take all the attitude?
- it seems as though i did something wrong and thats y u are venting yur vestration on me
- u went to places which u did not tell me in the first place.
- u did not even tell me where u are going when u wan me to tell u wherever i am.

maybe it seems to u tat all this are just nothing but it means a lot to me, i felt that u dun respect me at all. u like ppl to hong u when u r upset wad about me?? dont i like it too.. but why am i nt getting it?? never mind mayb we jus need to cool off abit.. so maybe this few days just dun text each other le.. let us cool down and carry on the relationship if not we will quarrel again.. and pls once things are over dun bring it up again.. its seems to me that u are more petty than me cos everytime after we quarrel u jus keep bringing up the things again...

know y i had not been update my blog? the last time i really wan to blog was when i quarrelled with u but i tot that we wont be quarrelling again and almost wanted to jus close this blog but end up now i had to update it cos i quarrel with u again...
why we quarrel:
- i cannt stand it when u lose your temper at me when its yur fren that own u money.
- i wasnt the one who ask u to be agent u are the one who wan to be so y must i take all the attitude?
- it seems as though i did something wrong and thats y u are venting yur vestration on me
- u went to places which u did not tell me in the first place.
- u did not even tell me where u are going when u wan me to tell u wherever i am.

maybe it seems to u tat all this are just nothing but it means a lot to me, i felt that u dun respect me at all. u like ppl to hong u when u r upset wad about me?? dont i like it too.. but why am i nt getting it?? never mind mayb we jus need to cool off abit.. so maybe this few days just dun text each other le.. let us cool down and carry on the relationship if not we will quarrel again.. and pls once things are over dun bring it up again.. its seems to me that u are more petty than me cos everytime after we quarrel u jus keep bringing up the things again...

oh my god... im like a shit machine... keep on shitting like no body business... and its like going on and on... hmm... i miss my dear boy so much... i love having him by my side... and its like a moment seems like forever... haas... we had new york new york for dinner yesterday... i ordered a spare rib somethingy.... and gosh... it was like so huge... but i still eat finish with the help of my boyf... he had chicken chop and we ordered a cheese fondue... its with veg... but it taste nice... was suppose to watch movie but he was too busy pressing things so we decided to miss it... hees.... he just can face the com for hrs... not too many.. about 2 hrs... and finally he was done and off we went to jurong point... hmm... i love u i miss you... he missed his parley yesterday.. if not he will be with his 'lorlei' ... hmm... u know wad i mean... dont you???

fucking hell... yes... its like so long since i just scolded...
me: hmm.. tml night we have dinner tgt k...
him: okok.. no pro...
me: i meet u at suntec.. we eat there??
him: ok .. time
me: 5pm?? i also duno wad time i finish...
him: ok lo.. c ya dere.

yahs... this is how u reply me.. if its just such a fuck care attitude then rather u dun even reply me lahs... i just cant stand the way u are.. when u are at home nothing to do u will know how to keep calling nn msging me... when u are out with yur fren u dun even care nn a msg seem to like cost u of an hour... if this is so i would rather u dun go out at all.... sometime when im busy doing my stuff u will say "ya la ya la go do yur things la" why cant u say the things to yurself?? u boring nothing to do then show me concern?? why cant u just dun be so selfish?? u are really damn selfish to be doing this lahs.... always just thinking of yurself and not me....

oooo... today is the second day of the regratta... and i am having cramp like until wad... cramp till i cant walk sia... hmm.. noe here i am in ag home... using precious labtop... just hang up phone with my zhiwen... and i am going to sleep... so tired lahs...

hmm... here i am at my home sweet home... yeah... tonight then need to go back... i miss my bf... so long since i updated my blog lahs... nth much happen recently... just that my bf is with me... haas... and i just love to have him by my side...

yeh... now im stuck at ag home again.. so boring lahs.. hais.. sian... dar.. i miss you so much.. just had lunch with my precious at ag home.. ate pasta and pineapple rice... and had soup... quite nice... guess im hungry.. and now im in the computer lab doing my stuffs... dar... when u wan marry me... when then can u comfirm the date... im dying to get married with u... haas... my precious grow up le.. haas haas... do................................................ hmm... not gonna say much... thats our secret.... im dying to hug u to bed my dear... im dying to wash clothes for you.. im dying to be right beside u every moment... ii love you...