ooo.. iim like just woke up... soo tired lahs... dar dar today go work by himself... never wake me up to open door for him... hahas... grow up le... know how to be independent le... last time always scared scared want me to open door now dun need le... hahahs... hmm... ii just simply love him so much... yahs.. yesterday when i came back from training still need me to wait for him at jurong point... like tortoise like tt.. soo slow... hmm... reach back home help him wash face... how?? yur face better le mahs... or still the same?? iim just so glad that he stop betting soccer... at least u are putting in effort to do what i told u... ii love u so much... im really happy that u are trying to quit.... i will give in too... u said unless u are confident than bet... im okie with it... not everyday bet can le k... hmm... dun worry that justin or alan still have a place in my heart or wad... they dont le k.... now my heart only got u.. no more space for others le lahs.... dun keep asking me about them le... u leis.. wad about her in your heart or memories leis... so long together le.... so fast everything gone le mehs... haas... u nv bring my smelly smelly back ar?????

ii just simply love uuu sooo much.... why we always quarrel ar... i think the problem lies with me ba... iim sorry... think mood swing this few days... hmm.. yeah... later meeting mummy nn dad for dinner... its my mum's birthday.. nn zhiwen iis going wiith me... hahas... nn he is complaining that he's shy............ hmm... first time is like tt one as time goes by than ok le ba... hahas... dar.. there will be more to come ba.... haas....

just stop that freaking drinking habit of yours... it's irritating... and it really pissed people off... expected.. u say you will be in fear after that day you are drunk but now u are back to the same again... hmm.. yahs... so your 11 plus in 1.32am... maybe there's something wrong with my timing or wad... u always wan to do things yur way nn u expect me to accept what u are doing.. yes.. i can accept what you are doing but if cannt make it to what u had said dun say.. like wad u told me before i cannt wait for your call dun tell you im waiting.. your cannt reach home around 11 plus dun say it.. and u dun even bother to tell me that u are going back late... just stop being so da nan ren can... one time two time its okie... but as the time goes by no one will be able to take it... am i to say that i cant even be compare to all yur beers nn drinks ? so what am i too you... someone u will clean forget after yur drinks? treat me with honour and respect... im sure i mean more then beer nn drinks to you right?? i not trying to find faults with you... its really i cannt take it when beer nn drinks mean more than me to you... im not stopping you from drinking... but know yur limits.. drink before the dinner, during the dinner and after dinner... what the hell... imagaine ii am the one drinking... ii really dun see the need to drink so much... i know its a company dinner... you wan to relax and have fun with yur friends... but look... its drink non stop since after work... is drinking really so important to you???

today is fri and i am still stuck at ag... so sian lahs... ii miss my dar sooo much i wan to go home.... tomolo still gt regratta... and im like burnt lahs... so sick.. but lucky sun can go back at least still not so bad... hmm... u ate yur pizza without me...

hmm... just finish dinner with precious... and now back in ag home again... so rotting sian... saw the course i want to study but its super ex... min $5k... go where find the money sia... hmm... guess not going to study le ba... finish my term stay at home be housewife... dar.. if i say i need you will u believe?? hmm... later going to bath and then to bed... so tired sia... dun really have lots of things to do here... slack here slack there one day pass... day by day i m nearing to my discharge date... still gt 10 more months to go... yeah... and off i go to be my MRS LIN.... hahahha.... hmm.... he failed his prac.. but its ok... dun give up try harder next time than... it doesnt matters... dar i love you ii need u ii miss u

had a really bad quarrel with him yesterday... and iits like shit... ii hate it... ii dun like him shouting at me... i can tolerate every other things but not him shouting at me... i just duno why... but i dun like... ii know this relationship is hard to maintain.. but i just hope the very best that we are able to go thru as long as possible together... i dun wan we end up so fast... iim waiting for u to put on my ring for me... ii might sound as though i am like hack care hack care... but u really mean a lot to me... i cannt afford to lose u... dar... do u know how much it hurts me to quarrel with u... dun like... hated it to the core... hmm... sry about yesterday... it was unintentional... no more next time le k... next time we gt conflict just say out k... iim wrong to sound so harsh u r wrong to shout ar me... hmm... equal le k... forget about it nn we are fresh astart again... no more le ar.... ii need u so much... ii love you..... iim not her i dun wan quarrel than say all those things she said to u.... hmm... i wan hug hug kiss kiss.... miss you like hell

dar...... iii miiss you.... i wan to sleep beside u.... hmm... now back at ag so freaking sian lahs... i just wan to go back home... be with u.... take care of my sick boy.... iiiii love you sooo much..... hmm... wheres my kiss.... dun worry... i am not angry le... saw yur comment... so sweet of you.... you also never hug me sleep lohs....