what seems to be the hardest in life.... knowing your love one right next to you but not being able to be with him... on second thoughts... consolling oneself that we are still breathing in the same oxygen... he's so near... yet so far... cant wake up this morning sia... super tired... hmm... it seems as though ii am invisible in hostel... for 2 days... the staffs can come in and wake my fren but not me... every morning they will come in and only say... clare wake up... hmm... wad about jesslyn... how come no one call one sia... i can sleep like nobody business... hmm... ii dun think iim invisible leis... but why every one treating me as ii am one... ii think iim just like wasting time there lahs... super stupid thing to do there... everyday doing the same old thing... nothing else.... ii wan my bf... at least will do more productive things when iim wiith him... heees... hmmm.... one girl came back with 20 over love bites sia... siao one... bite so many for wad sia... another one stay over at bf place... hmmm.... cant imagine his face if he know about me... hahahas..... think he will scream his head off man....