its been sooo long since ii last blog... been busy recently... hmm... yahs... right now ii am at nsc nn peiming just told me that they will be employing me... but only for $30 per day... when ii heard it, it was like wad the hell $30 nn u expect me to do all the shit work man... but wad to do... ii have an order to clear... so have to shut my mouth nn accept... ii cant do anything until my discharge... nn ii just have to press on man.. so sick lahs... hmm... sooo happy going home later..nothings beats hearing iim able to go back home... and get to see my dar... sleep tgt go out tgt... sooo happy to just be with him.. haas... gonna see precious later... sooo long never see her lers.... hmm... staying at nsc just bored me so much... i wan to leave this place... nothing to do... and ust like wasting my time away man... dar dar.... iim gonna see u later... happy mahs.... it was really sad to hear that u love me with reserve... didnt expect this from u... it really pains me so much to know tt... and although u say now u wont lers... but still it had some impact on me which ii cant put it to words... i love u and ii do it wholeheartedly...