oooo... ii diid a verii stupiid thiing yesterday... ii was hopiing round madlessly when he diid not reply my msg... ii hate thiis feeliing and ii never want thiis feeliing.. he wasnt supposed to mean so much to me nn ii wasn't suppose to fall for hiim... thiis iisn't goiing to happen.. ii wont let thiis thiing happen.. ii'm happy wiith what ii have now.. happy wiith what ii am now... ii wasn't supposed to have hiim iin my liife... nn he wasn't supposed to come iinto my liife.. yes... receiiviing hiis call was great.. but not receiiviing hiis call was diisatrous... ii cant let thiis happen to me.. or am ii just thiinkiing too much.. all iis nothiing but just a normal fren...