spent a really wonderful biirthday even though he was my greatest hope to bii there... hmm... anyway he wasnt therecos he went to st john island to elebrate his birthday.. so iit's alriight lahs... ii'm falliing for hiim.. greatest fear iis no confidence towards myself... ii'm just a faiilure.. tons of failed relationshiip... ii'm just a lousy giirl.. nevertheless ii stiill enjoyed